hereditary
a girl is born with an ache
inside; bursting
at the seams with wrath,
forever showered in this
curse to be gentle despite
the lump in her throat, day
in and day out.
and it’ll always burn,
this incubator of hysteria
pumping blood between veins
into a dying thing—
all that fighting to exist,
just to kill anything,
that comes close. well,
i tried. i took it, and
with a fist around
its throat, i breathed it all
in. but i only anger
in a demand to be loved.
it came from my mother
and hers before hers:
from her womb,
a damnation begging
to be followed. still,
we take the blood
from the water and
drink until we separate
ourselves from each other.
now, the museum of them
lives outside of me,
but the teeth marks are all
the same; we’ll never share
a name or anything
besides the reign
of our own rage,
and the same old sin.